Griimster

--even though this happened days ago, i still miss that little bird like there's no tomorrow. my parakeet, Jack, died over the night. i woke up to,"Shay, Jack's on the bottom of the cage." great way to start the morning off, right? i've kinda gotten over it now, but i still wish i could've done something. i knew he was sick to begin with, by the way he was acting&he had seizures about a week ago. my friend Meaghain spent the night with me to make sure that i was okay. but i still miss that little boo like he was my own baby.<3 R.I.P. Jack. --updates? i think yes. i asked for a new laptop&a new Wacom tablet for Christmas. i'd really li

--so, long time, no posts? how are you guys? i'm just sitting here, bored. nothing to do. i'd love to talk to Andrew but he's mad at me. so. how wonderful of a girlfriend i am. i don't get to see him for another two weeks, now that just hurts more. i'm just gonna wait until he decides to text me back. so. hahah, Halloween's coming up. my birthday's this Friday&i'm not really sure if i should be excited or what. so tell me, how has everyone been?

goodbye, my little babyboy. i should've seen that something was wrong&i should've said something before it was too late. now you're gone.. i should've known you were sick when you laid down in my hand like that, i thought you were only trying to make me smile.. my mom told me; that she had walked in one time, when i was taking a nap&she saw him on my shoulder&he looked at her like he was saying,"i'm just watching over her.".. i came home lastnight&he was on the bottom of his cage-floor, my mom was on my bed.. i took him out of his cage&he died right in my hands.. he waited for me to come home to console him until he died.. i held him&cried&sc